I called Lauren's mom yesterday and told her that I had created a new myspace page for Lauren - called Friends of Lauren - because her page had become filled with spam after she passed. It made me really sad to not be able to go onto her page and look at her pictures and leave her a comment when I'm thinking about her. She was so grateful - this is where Lauren got so many of her qualities - from her mom. Her mom is possibly the nicest woman you would ever meet - and so genuine - which is hard to find these days. She wrote me the sweet e-mail below and it really got to me. It's still really hard to believe she is gone. I will forever miss her.
Dearest Brittany,
There are not words enough to thank you for this gift. I am crying, of course, as I write this, but this means the world to Jim and I. If you could go online and thank everyone who responded, on our behalf, that would be great.
Lauren was so lovable and so selfless. I know how much she loved you, and I can still picture in my mind her voice telling me stories about the two of you, and sometimes just stories about you. She would laugh and laugh. I find it so hard to accept her loss, I so profoundly miss her. She was in some ways the best part of Jim and I, certainly our strength and compassion.
The site you created is really beautiful, we love the pictures and poems and music.
I will check it to see how it changes, but thank you so much.
There are not words enough to thank you for this gift. I am crying, of course, as I write this, but this means the world to Jim and I. If you could go online and thank everyone who responded, on our behalf, that would be great.
Lauren was so lovable and so selfless. I know how much she loved you, and I can still picture in my mind her voice telling me stories about the two of you, and sometimes just stories about you. She would laugh and laugh. I find it so hard to accept her loss, I so profoundly miss her. She was in some ways the best part of Jim and I, certainly our strength and compassion.
The site you created is really beautiful, we love the pictures and poems and music.
I will check it to see how it changes, but thank you so much.